An american rapper, Tupac, asked the question in his song called" Runnin".."Why are we dying to live, if we're just living to die?" I was just listening to the words of the song yesterday so its kinda funny that you posted this today. Because i came up with the same answer...We are here because of, and also to love. Even when we are at our lowest points in life, as long as we have the love of our family and friends(I'll add even a stranger) we will be okay because we know, no matter how bad it gets we have them. And yes. I think you did a great job my friend. Im so happy to see you coming out and not being afraid.