My condolences! 🙏 May he rest in peace!
I get what you mean with "Life is short and even when someone close to you dies it’s like we still don’t even realize it.", as I didn't fully comprehend it and didn't want to believe it when I heard the news of my cousin leaving this earth in December.
I actually like this version of Diddy and Faith Evans, because I grew up listening to this song and whenever I'm in the mood for reminiscing I play that song. Even though they recorded this song for B.I.G., it's a fitting song remembering those "fallen" loved ones.