Hi.
Noticed you were being downvoted, and wanted to invite you to Blurt, where there are no downvotes:
https://signup.blurtwallet.com/
You might enjoy reading the following post by someone who went through what you are going through:
https://hive.blog/hive/@world-travel-pro/promoting-blurt-on-hive-in-the-most-powerful-way
If you join Blurt, make sure you do an intro post explaining you are a refugee!