Hang in there bro. I can only imagine what you and your family are going through. This paragraph really got me thinking and realizing how attached I am to so many things. Watching what is going on via the TV just makes me more numb to it. But reading your posts and the post of others in the Ukraine makes me feel real empathy for you and everyone in your country. Be well bro, channel the emotions into the music, I know its gonna manifest.
During the war, I realized that the most difficult feeling that creates problems is attachment. Attachment to things, apartment, property. I left all my musical equipment and said goodbye to this. I took only the guitar and one backpack with basic things. And you know what I felt? Relief. Attachment destroys many people. It is a trap. Things are nothing.