That's ( a ) very intense ( read ), although it probably doesn't come close to the experience.
I'm glad you were able to share it with us and that you're doing better now. Perhaps you were meant to experience all this to become an even more intriguing writer and to teach others? I thoroughly hope that you don't need to go through this ( many ) more times.
Just wondering, have you done any surfing lately or is it too cold for that?
xx
Funny you should say that. Two surfs this week helped me get rid of the excess cortisol and made me feel a lot better! The water's still warm, although it's cooling down. Sometimes I feel as if I write better when I feel tortured!
:>)
Awesome!
And yeah, some people, say you need to suffer to become a great artist.
I start to feel though - more and more - that suffering isn't necessarily it just takes loads of time to find easier ways.
xx