Hmmm... I don't want to mess up with your personal decisions, or aspirations, but sometimes we push a "thing" because we think that WE HAVE to do it... I mean, I had similar situations like you... Had an idea about something, developed it in my head over and over again... Found some tiny tweaks that I can do down the road, but in the end, I didn't take any action... And that I felt guilty that I didn't do it, and in my second try I was PUSHING myself back to the "story" that wasn't mine anymore... I didn't feel that what I felt in the first place and pushing it didn't help at all... In the end, I had to let it go...
Instead, I was doing something completely different, took an action, built it, and enjoyed it in the process... So, who knows what is actually your "path", or the right way to proceed...
I'm not telling you what to do... You will do what you feel it's right, but don't be too hard with yourself... You are doing a great job whatever you are doing... That's the most important thing, as there is no wrong way if you are giving yourself into it...
Wish you the best, my friend... ;)
!WINE
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