I have already figured out who I am, so I am not in a competition, the person I have always compete so hard with, is myself, and on this war, we fight too much to bring out a better me.
life will be too hard for me if I sit up, and have my mind on stuffs that are not going to make me better, but on the phase of making people to clapped for me.
I was told clapping was made best in a performance, maybe on a show or something related to, I am wondering why you want to turned me into a person who perform everyday.
I will not follow this trail, because I truly know and understand my place, I do not have to act rosy, and be dying inside, let me go out there real with my capabilities, and expect to be applauded, and at the same time, be corrected.
I am no more a kid, and I am up to the extent of having kid's. So why making me look as if I am not trying my best?
well, it is always a decision, and on that decisions of yours, that will be okay if you decide, but for me, I can't be wasting my time chasing crowds, I believe it will come to me when it is the right time.
This was an interactions, most especially, my responses. You see! most people out there, just believe following trails, and doing stuffs they are not supposed to, are the best kind of life, and thus, they easily forgot about doing like it should be.
But I am not that man, I do not know if I was someone that does a thing like this in the past, but right now, the guy has realized itself, and I am not competing, I am not doing stuffs that are very big for me, I wished he took a moment to asked me, "how much of an enjoying lifestyle I have gotten by stopping those things and focusing straight.
Life does not need to much hype, and for a person who put itself on it, will still be after hype, and he/she will be subscribing for it, even when it has no much value to theirs self growth.
Imagine someone wasting his time to tell me that, at that club, they knows him as the king of the party. This doesn't freak me, but to some sort, i wonder why it doesn't freak me, because, looking at the angle I am building my life on, and what it is entails, what he was saying should have been a lifestyle I like, but I did not, rather, we vibes on the aspect that he needs to stop it, and better think of good things for himself.
The deal is, we are not kid's anymore, and in that manner, the young ones are looking up to us. I was like, "assuming his siblings develop a club lifestyle, if he will want him/her to keep to that?
He responded he wouldn't want them to, you said you wouldn't like it, "but why are you doing it. The deal is, as the senior, they are looking up to you, and 79 percent of the things you do, they are going to copy it from you.
I do not even know when I became a teacher, but it's very good we say the truth.