Was it a question?
I did not know what it was
Tell me something exactly
What was she thinking of
I am not checking up?
Oh boy! But you know I did
I was there today yesterday and next
What else did she want i do?
What influence is she posing on me
For what reasons
Why all of these heartbreaking stories
I didn’t know that was what she mean
I am not infidel which she knows
But why troubling my heart like this
I suppose to feel like a butterfly but I am not
Just because her troubles are too much.
Maybe I will move on
But won’t she come?
Remember that was what she did the time
Making me feel stupid one last time
I guess this time I will never back down
I will stay on my decision no matter how tough
But can’t she just stop?
If i should do this
Would i be able to watch her worrying?
I guessed i will not be able
It will make me not happy
The better she stop these acting’s.
I don’t want to be an actor
She too shouldn’t be an actress
There shouldn’t exist acting in us
Our thoughts should be full of love
Together everyday as we want
And encouraging in most days
I now know it was an annoying statement
I will text her right away
Do not tried to be annoyed with me
I give none reasons to show me that
Those kinds of words are not for me
You know what to say
I will want to hear them from you.
In this poem a partner used this word “whatever” more often, and to him, it was just normal, but later on. He realized that saying “whatever” by her, in a conversation, mean’s she wasn’t okay with the conclusion.